I couldn’t sleep at all last night… it was like, I kept having anxieties and nausea over what was going to happen and listening to the breathing of the other people in the room. And then I realized all of the sudden, that I had read a short story a long time ago where the plot was… my life right now. And the story turned out all right. And it seemed then that if it went all right in fiction, where everything goes wrong, it could go all right for me too. So I could finally go to sleep…..